film essay
That Time I Got Caught Stealing a VHS Copy of Basic Instinct When I Was 12
On the 30th anniversary of this classic erotic thriller, actor-writer-director Ryan Spahn shares how the movie drove him to a life of crime.
Why Lucy Matters to Me
To mark the release of Amy Poehler’s new doc Lucy and Desi, Shannon Plumb shares her deep love of Lucille Ball and how she changed the world.
On Sadness
Julia Cho, who co-wrote the new Pixar movie Turning Red, reflects on how lingering melancholy has colored her life and work.
Visions in the Night
To coincide with a major retrospective of her work, Nina Menkes revisits a manifesto she wrote a decade ago, looking at it now with fresh eyes.
How I Healed From an Eating Disorder with My Mind (and Body and Spirit)
Writer-actress Kelly Murtagh on the deep, personal journey she took making her new film, Shapeless, out now on VOD.
The Personal Cinema of Mia Hansen-Løve
Holler writer-director Nicole Riegel celebrates the rich and distinctive work of one of her favorite filmmakers.
How to Wait
Between the years it took to get made and then COVID-related delays, his debut movie Three Months taught Jared Frieder a lot about patience.
A Strange Girl’s Path To Creating Strange and Beautiful Things
Krsy Fox traces her creative journey from horror fan to actress, rock musician and now prolific genre movie writer-director.
What I Learned Directing My First Studio Film
Emily Ting, director of the smash hit Netflix movie Tall Girl 2, breaks down her experience moving from indie to big-budget filmmaking.
The Black Box of Documentary Filmmaking
The Phantom director Patrick Forbes on the pivotal relationship between director and interviewee that is so crucial to a good non-fiction film.
How Walking the Camino de Santiago Helped Me Realize I Wanted to Be an Actress
Allison Gabriel, one of the stars of Netflix’s smash hit Sweet Magnolias, on the unlikely epiphany that led to her current thriving career.
For My Brother
Jeremiah Zagar on the very personal reason he was motivated to make The Fix, his new Roku docuseries on the truth about drug addiction.











